my secrets (that I don't mind sharing)

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On days I feel my face or hair is ugly I'm extremely depressed because I know my body can't pick up the slack

I keep my hair short because the girl my ex is in love with has long beautiful black hair and I know thats what he really wants.

I've wanted my grandmother to disappear because she doesn't let my grandfather spoil me as much as he wants to.

I've taking so much pride in my sexuality that I feel I'll never be looked at as a women to love just a women to fuck.

Eventhough I'm straight I seek the attention of lesbians for my own gratification that I'm attractive to all kinds of people.

I want to date an older man just so I can mulnipulate him into giving me anything I want.

I want a sugar daddy because my real father has never given me anything.

I often think of the future funerals of my mother's parents and it makes me so upset sometimes I get sick.

I care about my looks so much because I am constantly told how attractive I am but I don't believe it and I feel I have to live up to that standard everyone expects.