All's well that ends well

So I made up my test and got a B and while I was there making it up officially became the first student at school to declare the African American Studies minor. I am really excited eventhough I'll probably have 18 credits a semester for the rest of my college career. But its whatever, I want to become more studious. My directing scene didn't go bad. I just wish the actors I had would have acutally done some acting. I don't like a lot of people at once and getting them to listen to you and do what you say is even worse then just having to be around them. But I got it done and I'm not worried I'll get a bad grade. I turned in my art project today and out of the whole class I was one of four people who actually had it done coming into class. Apparently we had an hour or so in class to finish the projects but I didn't know because I missed class before spring break. (its a once a week class) So, there were only 3 projects done when class started (two girls combined theirs with a video. It was really good. I saw a penis) and mine was the 3rd best out of the entire class when everyone finally got done. I was stressing so much about this thinking everyone knew what they had to do and were already done..... and for what? I felt sooooo good in class today. I got really positive responses from it, in class and out. One of my friends liked it so much she made me print out a copy for her and she has it hanging in her dorm room. I thought that was nice considering I am the least artistic person. I guess if I really apply myself I have a very creative mind, but who has time for that? Well my sorority has been having rush events and they have not been very succesful but I plan on making it my job to recruit cool girls. Hopefully tomorrow we will have a party with a frat so I can do a bit of flirtin'. I made a pact with myself that if I don't exchange numbers with a cute, qualified guy in school this weekend that I will quit. I will quit everything. No more doin my hair, putting on makeup, getting cute or dieting. I can use that time to sleep. And when I go home for the summer every guy I know will be so happy that I'm in a 20 mile radius they wont care what I look like. I'll always have my same personality that they love so so what if my hair is nappy, my face is plan, my body isn't more toned and I'm wearing sweat pants. To them I'll look pretty damn good naked. An old guy friend that I have known since early elementary called me earlier this week and offered to come up this weekend and said he would call me on friday before he came up. If he remembers it'll be a mircle. But if he does remember and actually comes up what the fuck am I supposed to do with him when he gets here. I mean me and him have never hung out hung out. We just usaually bumped into each other riding around the neighboorhood or when we are both out drinking in the neighboorhood. I mean if he drives 2 1/2 hrs to see me well thats a little crazy. And if he drives all the way up here expecting some sexual compensation then that is a lot crazy. There is plenty of pussy in AA, ok! But I really must be goin to bed. I have been up till three am all week. I feel like I'm still pledging. Well if I go now I'll get an extra hour. Fuck that! I really have nothing to do tomorrow. You best believe I will be up in 427 during the day snoring like a muh fucka.

I LOVE MY JIGGY!

Oh yea

Before break I found out where the sexy 7-11 guy lives. Not because I was stalking him or anything it was merely luck that I noticed his truck outside of an apartment while I was waiting for the bus. But I'm soooooooo freakin excited now!

Back from Break

Just got back to school from Spring Break and I'm in a really bad mood. Why do I hate it here so much. I really wanted to bring Malo back but my mother changed her mind about it. So my spring break. On Friday me and two other fine females went to a club in Laurel. It was bogus. When we first got there there were "kids" hopping around and the music was horrible. So we wanted to leave but when we tried to convince the doorman to give us our money back. He refused and then convinced us to stay because he didn't want us to leave and assured us it would get better, so we stayed but it didn't get better. So when we tried to leave a second time another guy started talking to us and trying to figure out why we wanted to leave. He didn't want us to leave either. Come to find out that this guy was the promoter and party thrower of the club. So he ended up putting us in "VIP" type situation. Then another guy gave us drinks. The music was still pretty dumb and we didn't really leave the section we were in but it felt good to be treated so nice. I ended up talking to the guy who gave us the drinks but there will be other entries bout this guy later. Went to Virginia Beach. It was cold, well it was breezy and I found out it is very hard to plan anything on a trip when there is 6 people to include. All I know is me and Carlton are going all the way. We're gonna make it and we're gonna win! Had a randavous with my ex. Everything was ok until I saw the pictures of his other ex. Didn't go really crazy but I made my point. Went to NY with my best friend and her sister. It was raininy and we couldn't find a show to go see for cheap. We probably could have if we walked around the city more but it was raining hard and snowing and we were wet and cold so we just went to Applebee's. It was fun. They have a really cool birthday song and one of the waiters there was cute even though he was short. But I kept getting good views of him from where we were sitting. Then we took the subway to the Village to get mutilated. I got my nose pierced and my best friends sister got a tattoo. The CUTEST tattoo I have ever seen. The next day we just walked around the city because it was a little nicer. After NY my Spring Break was pretty so-so. Got stood up 3 times on Sat night. That sucked. I didn't even have really good sex all week. I had one oppurtunity and it was car sex. I am so sick of car sex. I'm too tall. Now I'm back at the burg. A little stressed because I have a directing scene that goes up on Wed and have not had ONE rehearsal and all my cast members are prolly forgot I even asked them to do it. I have a graphic design project due on wed that I havent started and don't know how. I missed a midterm before break cause I was sick as a dog and couldn't get out of bed now I have to worry bout that AND I'm pretty sure I have a paper to write that's due Tues. I'm bitching too much. I need to get off my ass and do all this stuff. Including unpack all my shit.

WOW!

I havent updated this thing in over a month. "What have I been doin since then?", you ask. Well the easiest way to do this is to make a list so here goes......

• Rushed a sorority and got a bid to pledge.
• Performed in the Vagina Monologues and had my mother and one of my very bestest friends come up to see me. I felt so special and I got lots of compliments on my performance and was even recognized in the mall by some random women. I was exciting.
• Was a very busy girl when pledging. Found out who my Big was and I was soooo excited. Got wasted at pledge dance but I was hot so it was ok.
  
• Was bummed out about my second directing scene project because my teacher just really didnt like it and i never got it approved by her before I did it. Not a good experience.
  
• Saw THEE SEXIEST HUMAN BEGIN IN FROSTBURG coming out of 7-11. And yes, I came! This man was PER-FECT! It's really quite ridiculous. I think he was so gorgeous I cried. My mission to find him has been going on every since. Wish me luck.

• Got into the sorority this weekend, went to a birthday party of two of the sisters got really really really really ridiculously drunk, danced on chairs, made out with a guy that everyone thinks is weird in the bathroom, TWICE, did a hell of alot of drunk dialing, like always, went to a theatre party where the theme was 80s where everyone there continued to remind me how drunk I was (like i wasnt aware), then went home with the guy I made out with in the bathroom. I was a good girl though. And even though everyone says he is weird I dont agree. I think he is a really sweet guy and I would have never went home with him if I thought I would be in any type of danger. SO NOW!

That's pretty much the gist. Now I'm just anticipating Spring Break. I cant wait to see my baby, MALO. I know his misses his momma. I sure do miss him.